Filed under: Random | Tags: california, money, plans, san francisco, school, second, second thoughts
Ok so, I planned, when I left UNT, to go back to San Francisco in fall 2009 for school.
BUT
I am starting to have second thoughts. I mean yes it would be a better place to be. Yes it’s my dream to go back, but how reasonable is it? I am wasting money going to school now on classes that most likely won’t transfer. I will probably start school all over as a freshman if I go back to San Francisco. Do I really want to make this past year and this coming year a complete was of time? I am not saying I will never go back to California, but maybe I should wait till after I graduate with my Bachelors.
Eesh. Why doesn’t anything ever go as planned?
Filed under: So Sad News | Tags: death, family, funeral, paul bearer, sad, So Sad News
I was pallbearer for my uncle’s funeral. It was diffulcult to swallow, but I did it for my family and my uncle. I was trying to stay as strong as I could for my family, but I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore. Then, I thought that I may seem strong by not crying, but I know I will show my love for my family by allowing myself to cry. So, I let go. The the other paul bears and I were the first to put our flowers that were pinned to our shirts on the coffin, then we walked around and gave our condolences to our family. When I got to my cousin I wanted to hold her until she felt ok. I didn’t want her to be upset.
Before we closed the coffin I went up to my uncle and prayed and promised him I would always be there for my cousin and I will do my best to keep in touch with her and hang out with her as much as I can.
A blessing came out of my uncles death.
I realized how important family is
Filed under: youMUSTtube this | Tags: dr. phil, fat kid, funny, mini dr. phil, mom, shocking, slap, son, wrong
Hondo and I think this is funny… and wrong… but funny…
He slaps his mom around 1:56
Filed under: Random, Sick Nasty News | Tags: bite, brown, nasty, recluse, savage, sick, spider, wedMD
I know this is sick, but I think I got a brown recluse spider bite! I have this boil looking thing on my thigh near my crotch. I know, I know, gross right? But I am just saying, this thing is disgusting. It’s like is oozing with pus. Don’t worry I webMD’ed it. I just need to keep this nasty shit clean. Meanwhile, I feel like the biggest savage I know.
Ugh SICK NASTY!
Filed under: Random, Video Blog | Tags: comdey, cute, funny, lorenzo, pussycat dolls, Random, the, video, xperience, youtube
Filed under: Random, So Sad News | Tags: aunt, death, family, funeral, rosary, uncle
I went to my unlces rosary today.
I have been ignoring his death since it happened on Saturday. I had to face it today.
There he was just lying in his coffin. I couldn’t stop thinking about my cousin Susie, his daughter. All of my unlces and my one aunt sat in the front row. It was their brother. They all grew up together and now one was gone. My aunt read a little biography about him. She said that she always knew when her little brothers were up to no good because my uncle would say, “I don’t know anything.” It’s true he said that whenever my other uncles were being silly.
I thought about what it would be like to lose one of my siblings… I get scared thinking about it.
I was asked to be one of the pallbearers… I said yes… I wanted to say no… I don’t if I can handle that responsibilty…
Filed under: Random | Tags: college, Random, san antonio, san antonio college, schedule, school
Intro to Mass Communication 10-10:50AM LSC209
College Algebra 11-11:50AM MCCH217
Beg Conv Span 12-12:50AM MLC637
Filed under: Complaint, Sick Nasty News | Tags: college, donut, gross, san antonio, savage, sick nasty, spider
I am at the cafeteria at San Antonio “Gives Me The Gags” College and my buddy bought a donut. You know, something to snack on before class. And that’s when it happened. He found a sick nasty dead spider baked fresh into his donut!!!!
Seriously?!
I HATE SAC.
I miss UNT.
Filed under: So Sad News | Tags: confused, death, family, R.I.P, sad, shocking
My uncle died last night.
His name was Albert Gutierrez. He was a really nice man. Smiled alot.
When I found out he died I was shocked. I knew he was sick and had bad health I just didn’t think his death would come so soon. I didn’t cry. I just sat in my room, thinking about how this will change things. I was never super close to my Uncle Bertie, but there was one person I could not stop thinking about, my cousin, his daughter. Her mom, my aunt, died when I was in middle school and now her father died. She is only 21 years old. Life is just starting for her and her parents are not there for it…
Second, I could not stop thinking about my other uncles and my dad. They were all so close and so funny together. It was like watching a sitcom at family get togethers. Now one is gone, and he won’t ever come back.
I feel like this is the first of many deaths to come that I have to experience AND THAT makes me scared.
I’m going back to college hell on Monday (August 25th). Don’t get me wrong I know I need my college education. I just hate all the bullshit that is involved with it. What I mean is basics, like math, english science and history. I did all the shit in high school. But the government or whoever must love sucking peoples banks dry. One of my friends I met at UNT, who is a complete genius when it comes to physics, he has a bachelors and masters in physics and is working on his Phd, told me that I have to take basics have a well rounded education. I asked him what the Kansas-Nebraska Act was. He said he didn’t know. I told him so much for well rounded.
Get what I mean?
